i feel stupid when i speak english

i ade cite kn yg semalam i ade attend satu interview... so, the xla bagus sgt i buat for the interview.. in fact teruk sgt la.. aiyoo.. my greatest weaknesses is lack of mastering in english.. n it soo truuueee.. i feel soo awkward *stupid when i speaking english.. :'(

i rs kan when i was in diploma level kan my english is much2 better than sekarang.. yelah mase wat muet dulu i rilex je.. siap rs confident dan bajet i la yg paling terbaik speaking tau.. sirius! tp muet i band 3 je lah.. hehe.. tp xpe la kan.. kan bagus klu i still ade perasaan bajet tu smpai sekarang.. xde lah i menggelabah smpai sekarang kan?.. hurmmm